kay first of all...
sorry ayg...
tady tak lyn u bile u bobal ngn i bile i jatoh tu....
i tak bobal ngn u tady...
psl ade lah reason dhe....
k...
i dun tink i m going ngn krg besok...
coz....
i m hurt...
deeply hurt....
kalo tak tau....
try to find out...
kalo malas...
then takya tau....
i taknak ikot krg...
psl i noe...
i akan saket ati nyer...
so wads the point going kan??
hah....
kay..
and for all readers...
is it wrong ..??
if i m like jeles??
with my own ex??
walaupon dah break..
bt i still love her wad...
tak salah kan nak cemburu??
i m just saying tis...
coz...
dah lame sgnt...
i hve been keeping it...
n the person changed alot....
n now....
i felt like i hve been jabbed by a knife in my heart....
it really2 hurts....
the way she toks...
the way she kol me...
the way she lyn me...
its all diff....
n i m feeling really suspicious
ngn wan...
n krg....
ape yg i will get to noe it sooner or later??
ape yg lupe kn dhe is for my own good??
i hve been thinking positive things...
bt my heart says tat its not a good ting...
so which is it??
n starting from next monday...
i will not go to the canteen anymore....
it fucking hurts....
i saw *sumtin*...
i feel like shouting out loud...
n wei long knew wad i was thinkin...
n he calm me down.....
i will be crazy if tis carries on....
i feel like jumping into the sea!!...
n leave all those people....
bt i cnt..
coz i still love tis girl....
y must she be like tis....
since 19 march....
i dun even noe her already....
haish....
bt y must she be angry??
setiap kali i say tat i wanna jaoh kan diri??
she will get angry....
i dun understand....
seriously...i dun...
tak penah aku syg seorang yg serabak mcm nie....
mungkin dhe bukan jodoh aku...
like wad others said....
bt i nvr give up...
bt all the things she didi in front of me...
seriously makes me feel tat she dumped me....
bt wat can i do??
cry everyday??
u can look tat i am happy...
bt u dun noe wads on my mind n my heart....
i tink i just tell u guys bout tis one....
theres more...
bt i cnt tell...
only the ones i can trust....
haish....